Thursday, 14 August 2014
Identity
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ue5jyj_nosc
Sorry I haven't written anything for a few days..have had much burning and itching and cracking and oozing...not nice and have felt very frustrated and angry...I want to be open and reveal the content of these not so pleasant days in the blog at some point but I'm not quite ready..it's enough to stay here in them and not rush away from them..I'm learning so much about myself..I went all the way to Shepherds Bush today to meet a new Homeopath. It was a wonderful meeting and I feel as if I have arrived at the next junction of this wild, wonderful and terrible journey..It was a total of 5 hours travelling through every season though. I still managed to dodge the monsoon rain...Utterley mad in London today! Thanks so much for all your generous support and donations. I am truely humbled
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Sunday, 10 August 2014
oh and....
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/earth/earthpicturegalleries/10236948/The-latest-photos-of-the-annual-Perseid-meteor-shower.html?frame=2641524
Thank you! This one's for you...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MhQU3fgCMXA
Thanks to all of you so far, for your generous donations. It means so much to me and it means that I can stop worrying about how I'm to buy this month's Hope's Relief cream x4 = £56 for the skin mix, Fatty Acid Complex oil, for everthing but also to moisturise skin x2 = £30, Avena Sativa tincture for calming the nervous system x1 =£8, MIlk thistle x1 for strenthening my liver =£15, Thyro complex essential vitamins for my thyroid x1 =£22, selenium for the immune system x1 = £8 and Aquasource blue green algae capsules £27. I don't buy all of these monthly but they had all run out and they do really really work.There's also the coffee for the ah hem.. enemas and of course the fruit and veg which I've managed to get down to £50 a week. All vital for treating the whole body. So THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU SO MUCH FOLKS!
I've added another picture of me looking reasonably 'well' it was taken two years ago...not there quite yet but after an exhausting 17 hour day I did sleep for 10 hours straight last night . Fantastic! Tomorrow I start work on my piece for Daniel Lehan's Kitchen Window Gallery sceduled to open on Sunday 28th September. Currently showing is talented Quebec Artist Josee Dubleau.
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Friday, 8 August 2014
Perseid Meteor showers this weekend!
Footnote for today
http://science.nasa.gov/science-news/science-at-nasa/2014/28jul_perseids2014/
Cop a load of this..
http://science.nasa.gov/science-news/science-at-nasa/2014/28jul_perseids2014/
Cop a load of this..
Everything is new!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LJZcytFvR4c Today's song which I just put on randomly having not played it for a long while...
Today I've been digesting the concept of giving up my room. My sanctuary. I've always felt it to be my santum and I realise today that my sanctum is in me. I carry it with me, it's portable. I can't help thinking of the latest Perseid meteor showers happening as we speak and peaking this weekend. Bits of left over comet splintering off and creating a fireworks display in space. Everything in my home that's supposed to last is breaking or broken..Lights, taps, shower rail, fridge, oven; it's mad and I feel as if there's a massive letting go happening, everything I'm loosing is making way for something new. I advertised my bedroom for rent today. Needs must and it's only temporary hopefully. And the only real question in my mind now is How? I feel strong and my heart feels open.
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Thursday, 7 August 2014
Frog in a bucket..
My lovely niece Ava took this. This is a frog that has decided to make it's home in my bucket. My pond has died this year however we discovered today that the bucket is live! I felt so low in energy and a bit miz today and then my nieces my sister and her partner came round just back from Greece and looking like the archetypal aerian dream family, and really boosted my spirits. They're a fabulous bunch and I love them to bits. Just shows how everything can change in just one hour because I'm back in the spirit of change and hatching ideas for fundraising. Now that I've also lost my job I need to be creative with a capital C. I can't help feeling that the frog in a bucket is a sign. Let's see if I can hang onto my home through this latest challenge.. My skin is a little less cracked and sore today after a new wrap I tried last night.
First I did the apple cider vinegar soak in a basin of warm water, see recipe on previous page "beauty tips for creatures of the night". Then I smoothed on a liberal layer of Unrefined Organic Shea Butter from Naissance www.natr.co.uk. It really is the very best and I've tried a few. I then put an qually liberal layer, really plaster it on, of Helios' own Homeopathic Calendular Creme (not lotion, lotion has lanolin and I find is too heavy) The creme really cools things down and comes in a large vat, unlike other cremes that come in a silly little tube and last about a day at 8 quid a go. http://www.helios.co.uk/about/helios-covent-garden I then wrapped the lot in cling film with the crepe bandage to hold it in place and I slept, yes slept for about five hours straight...horray! Anyone who might be reading this and has the inclination to make a donation thank you thank you thank you and please note that your donation will be registered as dollars and so will be less in sterling than you think.
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Tuesday, 5 August 2014
No sense
I've had a difficult few days that made no sense. Another mini flare-up came from nowhere, don't know why. Perhaps I don't need to keep asking why? The flare-ups are a good sign that things are moving and processsing and I still find it hard to see it this way when I'm in the middle of one because they are frustrating and inconvenient and leave me with no energy or creativity. I have work that I want to make and still haven't picked up my crayons ..
I'm out and about tomorrow again though. A strategy meeting about The Nunhead Tenth Annual Open Exhibition and celebrations. I've been co-coordinating this. We still have no sign of any funding and deadlines are getting nearer. It's looking really good and promises to be a really vibrant weekend of creative events in Nunhead; and we are remembering that we always manage to do it somehow and beautifully without much money at all. It runs from the 19th- 21st September. If I didn't have this to do I think I'd go mad.
http://thesurgery.turnpiece.net/image/40120.
Talking of madness, ex coffee addict meeting in Bambuni in Nunhead. This will drive me mad as I love love love their extra strong coffee and will not be having a single drop. The smell alone may mean they'll have to drag me off in a crissy crossy jacket when it's time to go home! Just realised I wasn't breathing whilst thinking of that one..deap breaths Caroline...
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